I lay on top of his bare body as we converse about our fear of fully becoming vulnerable with one other and how he had never been to that point with anyone before.

33 days till we’re married and living together, Ojala.

Marriage is a rollercoaster of emotions but at the end of the day, he is all that I could ask for.

As scary as it is, I’m in this for the long haul.

This is what I’ve wanted, he is what I’ve wanted.



Things happen when you let the universe take over.

I’ve transcended. Crossed the threshold and moved past what is known as ‘normal’.

I’ve established a soul connection. I was unaware of how these things happened but now I’ve experienced it and I’m blown away.

It’s the smallest thing that triggered it and I’m so glad that it did.

I feel as if our souls have emerged, become one.

When a phoenix rises from its ashes, that’s how I see both of us transitioning into one.

A phoenix rises from fire. This is a white light integrating, dancing, wrapping around one another.

Him and I are one now.




Sometimes I’ll start a sentence, and I don’t even know where it’s going. I just hope I find it along the way — Micheal Scott