I’m tired and exhausted and I’ve hit a wall.
Just a note — None of this suggests that I’m unhappy in my marriage. We’re doing great, I’m just stuck. — I'm struggling. Struggling to be more empathetic. Struggling to be more expressive. Struggling to be more involved. More, more, more. Maybe I'm just not enough. Maybe I’ll never be enough. My heart feels heavy and I feel anxious. I want to give myself a hug but will that heal the…
Love, marriage and sex.
Keep reading, it gets better. — Oh, how I've been away from you for too long. I missed you. You're my form of self expression. I get everything out here or at least I attempt to. I started you in hopes of getting a voice out there letting people know that they aren't alone in their…
I hope my stories have helped you.
How did I get from being regular to going months without having anything to say? I started my medium journey hoping that I would be helping out at least one person if not many with the experiences I've had and letting them know that they aren't alone in their endeavours, both good and bad. I love this platform and I hope that I have touched someones heart by voicing out what I have to say.
Before he met me, my husband didn't know the depth of a forehead kiss in a relationship. Yes, it may sound strange but both him and I had not been in healthy relationships so the forehead kiss never really felt the way it’s supposed to feel. A forehead kiss is like a warm embrace, it transports you somewhere else, it makes you feel at ease. It reassures you that your partner is your home. All your worries fade away and the world becomes a blur.
Your healing process truly never ends.
One day I’m raving about the massive orgasms that my husband gives me and the next I feel like I want to ruin his mood by making a hurtful comment or starting a fight for no reason. That’s such a toxic trait, one that I am aware of and have…
A drunken evening.
I lay on top of his bare body as we converse about our fear of fully becoming vulnerable with one other and how he had never been to that point with anyone before. 33 days till we’re married and living together, Ojala. Marriage is a rollercoaster of emotions but at the end of the day, he is all that I could ask for. As scary as it is, I’m in this for the long haul. This is what I’ve wanted, he is what I’ve wanted.