Love, marriage and sex.

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Oh, how I've been away from you for too long.

I missed you. You're my form of self expression. I get everything out here or at least I attempt to.

I started you in hopes of getting a voice out there letting people know that they aren't alone in their experiences.

As time went by, my heartbreak journey ended as I found myself in a loving relationship that I used to once dream about.

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My husband is everything and more I could ask for. He’s smart, he’s intelligent, he’s vibrant and he just knows how to charm your pants off.

He definitely charmed my pants off. (literally)

Not only does he have all these qualities, he’s also someone that matches me in every aspect of our lives. He’s loving, he’s kind hearted and he knows how to treat me like the queen that I am.

He helped me explore parts of me that I didn’t even know existed.

I always knew I had a high sex drive but I never really got to experience it as the relationships that I was in were not fulfilling me in a way that I didn't know I needed. It had never gone to this level of pleasure.

You always watch women orgasming on tv and for the life of me I never understood how that could happen or what it felt like. I didn't know what coming properly was like till my husband and I got together.

It’s different with my husband, I wanted to break my barriers with him, I wanted him to explore every part of me. I wanted to do all those things with him because he is my forever person.

He is someone that I can lean on, someone that I know who wouldn’t leave. Someone who I feel safe around, enough to let myself go and enjoy whatever came my way.

I love waking up next to him knowing that he is all mine and that I can suck him dry till his balls ache yet his mind and body still crave for more of me.

He makes me orgasm to the point where my body is shaking yet my head still wants more.

He takes his time with me when he’s between my legs. He starts off slow while I lay in bed thinking maybe I’m not getting anywhere tonight and just when that thought comes in my mind, I start to feel my body throbbing as I pull his hair and say ‘yes daddy’.

He’s found my G-spot and he knows exactly when and how to hit it.

As I lay there carefree, focusing on his tongue working it’s magic, the sensation of numbness starts to crawl up my hands and feet in the best kind of way. I crave more and more of it every single day. I want him to leave me dehydrated by licking me till I come more times than we can count.

It’s funny how I went from making excuses trying to avoid sex in my previous relationships to wanting period sex just so that both of us can peak at the same time. That seems to happen more when I’m on my period rather than on normal days.

I don’t think there are many people who feel this level of physical intimacy, I may be wrong but in my head our love-making exceeds all limits.