The Fragments Of You Still Exist.
I wake up everyday wanting to find more ways to love you, to show you, to express to you what you mean to me. In my wildest dreams, I couldn’t imagine you leaving the way you did but I knew what kind of a person you were so why was I even surprised.
The shock left me paralysed.
You were horrible but the best parts of you stayed in me. The pain faded and the memories were stashed in a box in the inner corners of my heart where you rested so you wouldn’t come back to life.
I loved you and that didn’t stop. Everytime a thought of you entered my mind, I’d smile to myself but a sad memory of you followed.
A memory of you breaking my heart.