I can’t believe I almost fell for you at face value.

It’s insanely interesting how 2020 ended for me.

The man who I thought was the person of my dreams turned out to be gay.

I have absolutely nothing against the LGBTQ+ community but the way that this man and his mother were out to deceive my family and I is mind boggling.

I don’t know how they thought they could conceal this information from us when nothing can stay hidden in this country.

I swear to God he put on an act where he made himself to be the exact human being I wanted. It did feel like it was too good to be true, yes but that’s also where my personal negativity kicks in because I’m so used to things going to shit all around me.

I kept telling my best friend that all of this is too good to be true and that there has to be a shoe to drop, I mean come on. She constantly kept telling me don’t be negative, enjoy the process but who knew that there was physical evidence of him and his male partner circulated around the whole city. HOLY FUCK, dodged a heavy bullet right there.

He seemed like an angel, perfect for me or that’s how he made himself out to be and only wanted to marry me so he could clear the label that came with his name. HOLY FUCK, still in disbelief.

All respect to the LGBTQ+ community, in no way am I targeting anyone. My personal experience has just shook me to my core but I am sure that there is someone out there for me but for now I am tired and in need of a break.

Good fucking riddance 2020. I hope 2021 is better for all of humanity.

I wish love and prosperity to all those who are reading this.

Love, a girl who almost fell for someone who isn’t attracted to women.

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Sometimes I’ll start a sentence, and I don’t even know where it’s going. I just hope I find it along the way — Micheal Scott

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