I don’t want to let go.

I truly believe.

Some days, like today, I just want to be left alone. I feel low.

My heart feels heavy as I yearn and crave for something that might not even happen but I’m not one to lose hope and I truly believe that he will come back.

I don’t want to give up and I won’t.

Some things are worth fighting for. I don’t know if this is one of them but I plan on staying and finding out.

I need to right my wrongs for my peace and sanity.

He was the breath of fresh air that I so badly needed and I pushed him away before we even got somewhere. We both messed up and I’m ready to accept what went wrong and rectify my mistakes.

I just hope he’s worth the endless energies and prayers I’m making to have him come back to me.