I’ve always had trouble fitting in with people.
Back in high school I was mostly friends with my sister’s friends.
Everyone was a bully or maybe there was just something wrong with me.
I don’t have a head strong personality where I can fight and talk back to people, I’m…
Leems is gone.
He was my tangible goal with a timestamp and now he’s gone and that’s ok.
Sometimes things don’t work out the way you imagine them to, that’s mostly what happens. It feels unfair and it hurts for a very very long time.
I was hurting for a…
I am free.
Free from the shackles of the men who were out to keep my heart captive.
Free from him.
I no longer want him or anyone who relates to a past version of me.
A weight seems to be lifted off my chest knowing that these men no longer hold power over me.
I am free.
There are many things that have happened in life that I regret but this isn’t one of them. I spent months pining over him. it was more like obsessing but who likes labels.
I was dreaming of a life with him. I genuinely wanted the person. Not for his money…
I should make a promise to not fully indulge myself in you, to not let myself disappear in your existence.
That will be unfair to me and I don’t deserve that. I deserve the universe and more. There is so much more that exists out there.
I wish I could get lost in a vortex of the universe and learn the secrets of how it all works. But that’s something that we should leave for another lifetime.
I will not let your light dull or overpower mine.
We shall shine together as one.
Till we meet again my love.
Well hello there.
My energy ball worked! It got him to reach out.
It’s something that needed to happen. I haven’t met him yet but I will be soon. My excitement is contained though I’m walking on eggshells at the moment and I hate it but I don’t know where…
Some days, like today, I just want to be left alone. I feel low.
My heart feels heavy as I yearn and crave for something that might not even happen but I’m not one to lose hope and I truly believe that he will come back.
I don’t want to…