It’s really anticlimactic being the main character of your own life.

That’s the story.

I am grateful for the downtime that I have though.

Most days, I wake up stressed and sometimes feeling lonely but I can’t control that feeling so I let myself feel whatever my heart desires.

More importantly, I am calm. Calmer than I have been in years.

Accepting and understanding that the universe will work things out for me is what brought me here. Letting go of the control to ‘make things happen’ was holding me back.

The more you push for something, the further away it gets from you. I learned that the hard way.

Whatever it is, it will find it’s way back to you if it’s meant to.

A poem.

I am free.

Free from the shackles of the men who were out to keep my heart captive.

Free from him.

I no longer want him or anyone who relates to a past version of me.

A weight seems to be lifted off my chest knowing that these men no longer hold power over me.

I am free.



Sometimes I’ll start a sentence, and I don’t even know where it’s going. I just hope I find it along the way — Micheal Scott