One day I’m raving about the massive orgasms that my husband gives me and the next I feel like I want to ruin his mood by making a hurtful comment or starting a fight for no reason. That’s such a toxic trait, one that I am aware of and have…

I lay on the sofa of our private pool sipping my champagne while my husband licks me until I come gushing into his mouth drenching his whole chest. Oral sex was off the table for me and while I had made peace with that, I never realized what I was…

This time last year I had given up hope on the idea of finding my forever person. My heart had been longing for it for so long that eventually I got tired and just wanted to let go. Little did I know, my now fiancé was right around the corner…

I lay on top of his bare body as we converse about our fear of fully becoming vulnerable with one other and how he had never been to that point with anyone before. 33 days till we’re married and living together, Ojala. Marriage is a rollercoaster of emotions but at the end of the day, he is all that I could ask for. As scary as it is, I’m in this for the long haul. This is what I’ve wanted, he is what I’ve wanted.

Things happen when you let the universe take over. — I’ve transcended. Crossed the threshold and moved past what is known as ‘normal’. I’ve established a soul connection. I was unaware of how these things happened but now I’ve experienced it and I’m blown away. It’s the smallest thing that triggered it and I’m so glad that it did. I feel as if our souls have emerged, become one. When a phoenix rises from its ashes, that’s how I see both of us transitioning into one.

Some people come into our lives as lessons and then some come to break you down so badly that rising up to be the best version of ourselves is the only option. I’m not saying I’ve reached perfection on this quest, I don’t think any of us can or should…

I have a new family. A partner’s feelings to consider. Both of us have moved from an individualistic lifestyle to thinking about our lives as a couple. As much as I say that I’m ready to get married, am I really? Yes I am, and I just had a conversation…

Read me. It’s a sensitive topic and I couldn’t figure out the sequence. — To anyone who is suffering from PTSD after being sexually abused, I am sorry that this happened to you. Yes you are a victim and it took me multiple years to come to the point where I no longer wanted this being held over my head. Something bad happened to…

I’ve really been going through it lately. — I’ve been constantly writing and saving things in my drafts rather than posting things. This seems more like an outlet to just vent out my feelings. Medium is a good place to let it out. I’m getting married in December Ojala and I’ve just been going through the motions of…